// All stuffed with laughter. //
It's definitely been some of the sweetest weekend.
Life can be nice sometimes. Saturday with the clans and Sunday with the family.
Both days, I had a good time. Met dearest bf for Iftar together at Ayam Penyek Ria,
which to our surprised, there was such a long queue. But, as I was so thoughtful
of this gonna happened whatsmore its weekend, I decided to make a reservation.
Afterwhich, we headed to search for my heels for Raya. I must say, bf was being
patience with me as we get to one shop after another but in the end, I bought
barely nothing. Great isn't it? Though the shoe hunt was over for that day,
we had another hunt for my muffins. As we were at ION, we search the whole
basement 2 for it. There was lots of food stall and there's only 1 bakery shop,
and it's the last two muffin left. Of course I grab it lah. And yes, we headed to
Teh Tarik Yishun with the rest of the clans. We were discussing about our
short gateway this coming October and we have settled for Bangkok. Due
to certain circumstances, it had to be cancelled and had to settle with
other destination then. Oh I must say, we had a good talks, laughs,
good time together.
Sunday, was another quality time with the beloved family.
Marsya was not well and not looking gd but the moment she saw me
at the door, she quickly crawls over to the door and was grinning away.
She is so sweet. As usual, I bully her despite of her condition. Hehe..
Oh yes, Mum is truly superwoman. She managed preparing spread
of good foods, Chilli crabs, Mee Bandung, Sardine puffs, Mutton curry,
pineapple juice in less than three hours, all alone. Superb. Besides,
Air Katira from Masjid An-Nur, variety of assorted brownies and choc
eclairs. Gosh, marvellous! Even Marsya did have the Marble cheese
brownie too hokey. And I shall drag bf, no matter what over to Woodland
Loop to upstock the brownies. I bet he will never regret this. Afterwhich,
we had a tailoring with Marsya for her mini baju kurung. Hehe.. I can't
wait to see her in that. Throughout the day, Daddy and me keep on teasing
Big Bro till he got fed up. Pity him but padan muka dier. Hahaha...
All in all, we had a good quality time together.
// Showing off her teeth-less in Bj Kurung. //
// Marble Cheese Brownie. This is truly, heavenly man. //
// I tell you, the choc filling is so rich. //
// Tadaa.. Marsya with her notepad and both her Aunties. //
See, we had a good good day. ('',)
Thanks love.
// Sunshine. //
Yesterday, was braking fast at Nenek's place together with the beloved family.
Though not all is around but I must say it was fun being with them.
From the big hug and kisses, the big loud laughs, the grinning widely smile,
the sparkling eyes from Nenek mostly, the old lame jokes and teasing with
fellow rascals, the never ending gossiping, the big uttering conversation,
the spread of good delicious foods, a fight football matches, a never ending
gossiping, the busy Mummies 'tapau' the foods till the last goodbye for the day.
To sum up, we had a tremendously great time together.
Earlier on the day was fetching SIL from work and was on the way
to Yishun, as being Marsya, she was super duper hyperactive.
Can't even sit still for a moment in the car. Besides disturbing her
Daddy who's driving, poking her Mummy's nose and dirty Mummy's new
bag, biting and pulling off her Aunty's long hair and being such, she just
won't stop. That's just Marsya for now. Grumpy girl.
As for now, just let the picture do the talk hokey.
// Aunty and Marsya, that's always frowning. //
// Told ya, a camera freaks. //
// With some of the spread of good foods. Yummyzz. //
// The rascals that was just so LOUD. //
// Now, this is my favourite, always. //
// The first car ride lesson with Daddy. //
// Coping with the lesson still. //
// And that's the hon my dear Marsya, just don't play with it anyhow, anytime u like. //
Till then, selamat berbuka people.
Can't wait to have the air Kathira later. :)
// Day 2. //
Attandance is compalsary.
Preparations of spread of good foods is ready.
And mostly,
A big feast tonight. Yay!!!
See you all tonight rascals. I can't wait. I can't wait. =)
Time checked : 4.13pm, have to get Marsya ready.
// Tutti-Frutti. //
Yesterday was another good day spent with the bf, enjoying our leisurely walk.
No, nothing special he did. Just the presence of him, I guess. Since we seldom
meets each other and the fact that he, being a busy freak, and yesterday just
to be next to him, talking, giggling, sharing, teasing each other, being fools
and mostly being himself by my side, had always made my day, making me
feel better and special in his own way. Cause on somedays, it's not always
come easy but that's just all I need to get by.
Today, first day of Ramadhan. First day of fasting. And what better way
to welcome it than to NOT wake up this morning for Sahur?
Tired and sleepy lah. Also, I am not a morning eater. I could rarely
eat breakfast. Rare. Did I ever mention that I loves baking, cooking,
experimenting on foods? Oh yes, I do likes a lot especially anything
to do with cookies and pastry. I guess this year I shall take up the job
and makes kueh raya for the coming festive season. And just now,
I did four trays of fruits jelly again just for the family. On top, I feel
like having noodles for iftar later on. So I get ready the ingredients
and starts cooking. Just the final garnishing that needs to be done.
Anyway, Cubby just called and told me that he might be having cheese
mushroom roti john and briyani for iftar later.
Yes, so nice and yet so indulging sey b.
Eh, I can smell my Mee Hongkong gravy is coming up now.
One more hour before I can finally taste how does it looks like now.
So tempting, so appealing. But then again, it may just taste awful.
Can someone get me Air kathira, so tasty yet so expensive drink
specially at Masjid An-nur, anyone?
Ok, time's up.
Selamat Berpuasa and Selamat Berbuka people =)
// Still standing on. //
Regardless of the preoccupied works and on top of the murals designs,
I am still standing.
Regardless of the not spending much time with the fellow sidekicks and clans,
missing them hell much, I am still standing.
Regardless of the internet connection hassle lately, and the fact that I am
way too tired to update, I am still standing.
Regardless of the busy bf managing his work, school, projects and therapy,
and the fact that we seldom met for quite sometimes, I am still standing.
Regardless of the toothache that I am bearing the pains for weeks or so,
I am still standing.
And regardless of these circumstances, I am standing still.
On the other note, I saw my younger Sis, Idah came home with holding a white
envelope on her hand and came to look at it, I was smiling away, (rolls eyes).
Seeing the so very familiar logo on it, I was surprised that Idah got herself
that certificate too. And that moment, I remembered that all my siblings own
those certs too from kotak merah. Okay, it's the SCDF cert by the way.
She completed the modules and was awarded the Community Emergency
Programme Course with them. Whereas Aak and me obtained the Basic Skills
Course during our NPCC days. As for my elder bro, completing the course in the
police force. To think about it, its kinda interesting and funny we do have the certs.
In any way or another, we are mentally prepared incase any unexpected
situation arise. Hahaha.. Ok, it's not I am being rude or something but that is
what I emphasize CD as kotak merah. Don't ask me why or how, it's a clear version
on how I interpret them. No offends for those of you in the force, ya.
And looking at time, how I do wish I could slow things up cause there's
just too many things I have yet to do. How fast the clock ticks nowdays.
Sooner, we'll celebrating Ramadhan this Saturday which means, it's
fasting month. Waahh.. soo soooo fast. Speaking of which, seems that
Iz and I have lose bets with who else, my dearest bf, Cubby. We owe him
big appetite but with one condition, he must fasting for the whole month
without misses a day this year. Okay b, deal? ;p
Ok, I have yet to get going with my work still. Till then,
take care, be in good health and nytez folkz!
('',)
// Take it away. //
Was in a foul mood today. Maybe due to the overdrive with loads of
occupying wk, tiredness and with things that happened today. First of
all, it's just a great relief knowing that everyone is safe. Thank god!
Received a call from my bro and it makes my blood shoots up and scared
the wits out of me when he told me that his car met with accident just now
when his family was on the way back home on the junction at the traffic
. light. It was on the red light, when all of the sudden a big loud bang hit back
of his car and what really terrified me, Marsya was there too. A motorcycle
hit them from behind. He mentioned that the motorcycle was badly
damaged but luckily the rider is not injured just suffered a few scratches.
All in all to know everyone is safe that, it's Alhamdullilah.
On top of that, I was pissed off with this friend of mine, giving away my
hp no to someone who's totally a stranger to me without my consent.
Its my privacy hokey. Can't you just respect that, idiot? I hate receiving
oxycrew calls and say, " Hello, I'm bla..bla.. I saw you and can I get to know you? "
It sounds pathetic man! Seriously, I got no time to entertain this kinda craps.
I don't give a damn, I don't give a freaking damn. Call me action, call me
selfish or whatsoever. I just don't bother to care anyway. Its my
LIFE, I'm talking here. So to those idiotic one, please get a life
and don't even care to bother mine. Shooshh, go away!
Earlier on this afternoon, went to visit Paklong over at Alexandra hosp.
He's doing good and look much healthier. Speaking of which, things get
on my nerve when these extremely unconsiderate and bloody people who
have no brains at all. Call yourself a nurse but you just got no bloody
thought. Where is your self awareness, initiative gone to? A simple job
you can't even care, I wonder how you treats the patients still. Daddy was
pushing granny on her wheelchair entering the lift while I was pressing
the button from outside. With so many nurses inside and not even one
help holding it when I entered it and the door closes halfway and hit me
and my granny's wheelchair too. I was so freaking mad that I yelled,
" Hello, you can't see and can't even hold the button isit??" I was so fed
up with their ignorance, I tell you. And when the lift reaches and opened,
those bloody people dashed out without giving any helping hand despite
seeing Daddy have to sizing the wheelchair whatsmore with the small
spaces. Once again, I shouted "bloody stupid nurses" with awry, anger!
I am not trying to make this issue big but c'mon if you can't even care
to help as a individuals, why be a nurse then? Don't even think you can
contribute to the citizens, but you all just don't care. Is it so hard just to
took a bit of resistance and effort upfront to step up and help but
unfortunately these people are just selfish. Go to hell la, you morons!
I wonder why these peoples exist in the first place.
On the brighter note, Kamal was helping me out together brainstorming
about the conductive designs and ideas for the upcoming practical.
If not, I might have still whinning and stucked with it up to now.
Thanks, buddy. Okay meal will be on me lah. :)
Anyway, goodnight folks!
// Twenty-three candles. //
July fourteen : The day I turned 23 years old. Alhamdullilah.
Okay, this post may be late but this is truly special and meaningful to me.
So, who cares.
I must say, my birthday was a blast and was deliriously happy throughout.
indeed with my fellow friends and loved ones there for me. Right from the start,
surprises after another. Rizal appear at the entrance door with a big cake and sang
out loud the traditional birthday song, followed by the rest and for goodness sake,
infront of the crowds.
Another surprised from the girlfriends with my ever waiting Durian cake
from the one and only Emicakes. Thanks babe.
And the sidekicks as usual. With the small celebrations that always surprised me.
And most of all, a big, No. Huge surprised from the dearest bf. Oh boy,
despite having the knee operation due to his ligament tear and meniscus
injury and with bearing the pains, he still spare his time all the way from home
to Novena with crutches and taking public transport despite of his current condition
to be there on my birthday. Thou he didn't mention of his pain and difficulties to
walk around, I do know of mild and onset pain despite the swelling too. I simply
watched he grimace as we walk. He kept turned his head and smile at me. The
truth didn't come easy but at that moment, I knew that this is the boy
I felt in love with. And on the other hand too, it's double celebration for me.
Our journey thus far, and many more to October fourteen to comes.
You got me?
Happy 8th, love!
Once again, thanks to all my dearest for making my day with a wide smile.
=)
Once again, thanks to all my dearest for making my day with a wide smile.
=)
// God made the world. //
Gods made the world with towering trees,
majestic mountains and restless sea, then paused and said,
It needs one more thing, someone to laugh and dance and sing,
to walk in the woods and gather the flowers, to commune with
nature in quite hours. And God made cute little girls,
she will fill our lives with sunshine and our hearts with love.
Happy turning 6 months my dearest Marsya.
Love,
Auntie M ('',)
// Feet off the ground. //
What happened yesterday drove me to the point of delirium,
scaring the wits out of me. Please don't say that again, love.
I had a little glimpse of what we felt today.
And God knows I wouldn't want the feeling to last.
There are moments in life when you'll feel as though you're loving like you never did.
And right as I softly touched your cheek and look deeply in your eyes,
I had one of those. Lets hope it will always be that way.
And taking Jordin Spark's advice in strike, one step at a time.
See you in few days, love :)
// Halfway down the sky. //
Its 1am in the morning, I cannot sleep as usual and so here I am.
I should not be too hard and type just whatever that comes deep
from my heart.
I know and I do believe that life not always comes easy.
But on some days, that's just all I need to get by with.
Life is fluid. I didn't ask it to be over, but then again,
I never asked for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life.
As some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance.
But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.
Likewise, we're trying, trying too hard. Maybe the timing beating
our hearts. Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, I always
said that I am gonna make it. Theres a lots of things I understand.
And theres a lots of things I don't want to know. Im relieved, Im relaxed,
I will get over with it, I told myself. When I begin to cry, its gonna
be alright, its gonna be okay, I remind myself.
I know that you're not perfect. Nor I claim to be either.
But believe me, all I want us to met for a reason and all I
want the reason to be important. All I want it to be bigger
than us. I want it to take over us.
I hate those moment where you realised time passes by you like a blur.
All the miles that separate and since last I saw your face.
But the miles keep rolling. And I hope it gets better as we go.
Because you used to be there for me.
Because you used to make me laugh.
Because you used to make me feel better about myself.
Because you used to give me things to look forward to.
And all because I used to not know what I would do without you. :(
My mind is on overdrive and running wild now.
The thought of not be able to cope is more depressing.
The thought of being away is more unbearable!
But then again, the situation might just change. And you will never know.
And it's time I need to off it, relax and float down stream. No. It's not dying.